WHAT IS THIS?

SOME DAYS ARE WORSE THAN OTHERS, DEPENDING ON ITS STAKE, IT CAN START AS A RAINDROP IN A PUDDLE SOON TURNED INTO A LAKE.

FROM THE MOMENT I WAKE TILL THE IME FOR SLEEP, IT'S THERE WAITING FOR SOMETHING TO REAP, ONCE CAUGHT IN IT'S TRAPIT GROWS AND FESTERS, USEING MY MIND TO INCORPORATE IT'S GESTURES.

I HAVE A FEELING OF INSECURE, THE REASON FOR THIS I CAN'T BE SHURE, I CAN BE SHURE OF THE PAIN IT CAUSES, IT NEVER GOES AWAY, ONLY PAUSES.

ONE THIS I KNOW, I'M CERTAIN OF, I NEED SOME HELP TO SEE, THE ONLY PERSON IT'S DESTORYING, THE ONE THAT MATTERS. IT'S ME!!..

I HAVE TO UNDERSTAND THIS FEELING, WHAT IT MEANS TO ME, OTHERWISW I'LL FIND MYSELF DRIFTING A LONELY SEA.